OnE bRoKe Up & fRdShIp GoNe 4 aNoThEr..

todae can be quite a sad day for me
althou i met up with si tze to catch up on our lives...

my two frenz broke up.....
and my another best frenz lost frdship...
and me.... me...

the girl of the couple wad telling me....
pursue for own love, if u two still have love for each other...
but, now the prob is, the guy is fickle minded, my dear!!
at one pt, he said he love u, at antoher pt, he said he dun...
and somemore this isnt the FIRST time!!
wad u expect me to do?? ask u to talk to him???
i will not ask u to talk to him this time round....
i realli had enuff of his stupid nonsense...
since sec 1 i know u, u are so innocent and pure...
and now, juz coz of him, u have gone crazy....
i wont blame u....
coz i been thru this b4...
i know ur feelings....
and in the end, wad happen? i labelled tt action as STUPID...
i know he luv u, and i also know u luv him....
but, he dun treat u seriously..
still wanna be with him???
i dunnoe wad's ur point.....
now, wadeva i say, WONT help anymore....
coz i am also suffering now..
i am short tempered for nth nowadaes....
i dunnoe wad happen to myself...
so, sort of i dunch have the rights to tell you wad to do....
hope u will straighten out ur thinkings b4 u start ur uni life...

to the frenz to lost the frdship...
i know, now i call u, u also wont pick up de..
u said u need some time alone...
i let u be bahx....
but, juz to tell u that, wadeva u are going thru now..
pls do not 4get tt i am willing to walk alongside with you...
get wad i mean??
sms me hao bu hao??
wo dan xin ni..

one day can have so many things happening....
any happy stuffs for me lately???
i suddenly found out that, wrking at garphil enterprise can be a happy thing...
seeing my colleagues, chat and laugh happily without any worries...
tt 5 hrs, i am very happy....
after that 5 hrs, i started to think, whr i wanna go??
go home? go play? find someone to acc me?
that's when my mood will be down...

yr 2006 going off juz like tt.....
somehow, i will tell you, i wont miss this yr....
coz this yr is full of sadness and unhappiness...
my life had a drastic change this yr...
from betta to worse...
now i am at my worst...
anyone willing to listen to me??
anyone willing to lend me his or her shoulders??
i need these two badly now...
i wont care for more anymore...

when someone told me that she/he's crying everyday....
i couldnt belief it...
but now, i belief that, one realli can cry everyday or everynite....

.: PeNg YoU bIaN qInG rEn ZaI bIaN pEnG yOu :.