不要逼我!!!

HAIS!!!

went hme quite early (which i regretted ltr)...
very surprising...
watched tv....
suddenly, he phoned me up...
asking me acc him 2 go library find books..
which i agreed...

met him up at sengkang after my trip 2 AMK library..
couldnt find e bk he wanted...
so, went roaming ard...
he found out tt i haven eat...
so, he forced me to eat..
settled 4 mac..
quite budget nowadaes....
coz of my z610i lahx..

den tym 2 go hm...
waited 4 e bus for 10 min...
somehow disappointed tt he neva acc me hm...
but nvm, i noe he tired...
but he gd enuff to acc me wait 4 bus...

reach bus stop, already 2155hrs..
rushed hm by running...
very 喘...
but bo bians..
10pm curfew...
reached hm @ 2200hrs sharp...
mummy dunnoe wad happen...
suddenly shouted @ me...
den she say, no gng out @ nite anymore...
disappointed...

on the com, there she goes scolding me again..
was like, y everytym muz lyk tt..
cant she let me hab my bit of freedom...
den she said again, no gng out @ nite...
fine...
i shall go crazy for her to c...
i wanna cry, but no tears anymore...
every nite i hab been crying myself 2 slp...
coz i ll think of stuffs she said...

"no wonder u r so stupid, go ITE.."
"u cannot make it de lahs.."
"GPA 4?? u sure ma?? com spoil ah?"
"i rather let ur cousin waste my hse de electricity also wont let you waste.."
"if u dun like here, MOVE OUT BY ALL MEANS!!"
"你的心里又没有这个家??"
"每天玩玩玩, 你只会玩..."
"活得这样辛苦, 你去跳楼死了算了啦!!"
"如果再读不好, 不用读书了.. 去做工!!"

enuff...
i had enuff...
of this family, of my life, of the society, of my surrounding..
someone pls save me...
pls...
i beg of anyone..

ciaos~

.: 好像死, 一了百了 :.